My Soundtrack

If there was a soundtrack of my life this would be it. For a list of my favorite songs see here.

Theme Song

Bitch by Meredith Brooks:

"I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way"

Opening Credits

Superficial by Amy Studt:

So you got your little groupies and gangs
You got your VIP
Your member-only things
Your happy-clappys and your VC crew
And if you get in their way, they got 10 on you

And I don't wanna be in that game
Don't wanna follow the leader, no way
What's the use?
What's the point?
You've got the wrong girl

Bad Day Scene

Stupidest Girl in the World by Andrea Corr:

My life
Just when it's going well I smash it all in pieces
I'm like
A magnet to the ground, to everything that's creeping

Determined Scene

Die another day by Madonna:

I'm gonna break the cycle
I'm gonna shake up the system
I'm gonna destroy my ego
I'm gonna close my body now

I think I'll find another way
There's so much more to know
I guess I'll die another day
It's not my time to go

Lesson Learning Scene

Life goes on by Leanne Rimes:

Baby shame on you, if you fool me once
Shame on me if you fool me twice
You've been a pretty hard case to crack
Should've known better but I didn't
And I can't go back

Oh life goes on
And it's only gonna make me strong
It's a fact, once you get on board
Say good-bye cause you can't go back
Oh it's a fight, and I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at, is my life before me
And this feelin' that I can go back

Triumphant Scene

Are you happy now? by Michelle Branch

Could you look me in the eye,
and tell me that you're happy now.
Come on tell it to my face or have I been replaced,
Are you happy now?
Would you look me in the eye,
Could you look me in the eye.
I've had all that I can take I'm not about to break cause I'm happy now

Best-Friend Scene

Crash and Burn by Savage Garden:

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
Its hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you cant take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump Ill break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
Youre not alone

Protecting a Male Friend Scene

One of those girls by Avril Lavigne:

I know your kind of girl
You only care about one thing
Who you've seen, or where you've been
Who's got money

I see that look in your eyes
It tells a million lies
But deep inside, I know why
You're talking to him

I know what you're all about
I really hope he figures it out

She's one of those girls
They're nothing but trouble
Just one look and now you're seeing double
Before you know it she'll be gone
Off to the next one
She's so good that you won't see it coming
She'll take you for a ride and you'll be left with nothing
You'll be broken, she'll be gone
Off to the next one

Angry Response Scene

Don't tell me by Avril Lavigne

Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
You're better off that way

Fight With Friend Scene

Give me a reason by the Corrs:

You left me lonely and confused
Question, questioning you
So soon goodbye you stole my heart
Believe, believing you
Was it a lie right from the start
Answer, answer me do...

Well now my body's weak - so just give me a reason
And my make-up's off - so just give me a reason
And my defense's down - so just give me a reason
Give me a reason

Fights At Home Scene

The Living years by Mike & The Mechanics:

So we open up a quarrel
Between the present and the past
We only sacrifice the future
Its the bitterness that lasts

Returning Home Scene

Leaving Town by Dexter Freebish

But when your broke and down and no one else is around
You'll come running back to this town and
I'll be there, yeah I'll be there.

Mental Breakdown Scene

Honestly ok by Dido

I just want to feel safe in my own skin
I just want to be happy again
I just want to feel deep in my own world
But I'm so lonely
I don't even want to be with myself anymore

On a different day
if I was safe in my own skin
then I wouldn't feel lost and so frightened
But this is today
and I'm lost in my own skin
And I'm so lonely
I don't even want to be with myself anymore

Emotional Scene

Crying by Sugarcult:

You keep crying, crying, crying
Till you cannot see at all
You keep crying, crying, crying
Till you cannot breathe at all
What do you do when you’re alone?
What do you do when no one’s home?
What do you do when you’re alone?
Out of control, Now on your own.

Pain Scene

If (Jeannie's song) by Butch Walker

And if I could be the chains, I'd fall from you and let you fly to the angels
If I could be your pain I'd run from you, so far away.
If I could turn the time back just one day it might just be enough to say
All the things I never said to you.

Confused Scene

Take Me Away by Avril Lavigne:

All the pain I thought I knew
All the thoughts lead back to you
Back to what was never said
Back and forth inside my head
I can't handle this confusion
I'm unable; come and take me away

Regret Scene

Rain Song by The Bangles:

I don't think about you when I'm sleeping
It doesn't even cross my dreamlike mind
I don't think I see your face through the curtains
Hell, I don't even miss you half the time
But when it rains
When it rains
That's when I remember
I remember you

Looking for Love Scene

Holding Out For A Hero by Bonnie Tyler:

I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night
He's gotta be strong
And he's gotta be fast
And he's gotta be fresh from the fight
I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light
He's gotta be sure
And it's gotta be soon
And he's gotta be larger than life

Annoying Crush scene

So What? by The Living End:

So what? You never gave me one shot
I don't wanna rain on your parade
You're really somethin'
But I'm nearly jumpin'
Well I've been going out of my head
Since I met you

Uncertain Love Scene

Things I'll never say by Avril Lavigne

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you--away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I want to see
I want to see you go down--on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

Falling-In-Love Scene

What can I do by the Corrs:

Maybe I'll feel better if I don't try and I don't hope.
What can I do to make you love me?
What can I do to make you care?"

Love Scene:

Everything I do by Bryan Adams:

Look into your heart - you will find,
There's nothin' there to hide.
Take me as I am - take my life,
I would give it all - I would sacrifice.

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for.
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more.
Ya know it's true,
Everything I do - I do it for you.

Sex Scene:

One Night by the Corrs:

So for one night
is it all right
That I give you

My heart
My love
My heart
Just for one night
My body
My soul
Just for one night

Dirtier Sex Scene

Dirty by Darren Hayes:

If you want to I can be dirty too,
I can spin you around,
Pick you up and go down,
And if you want to,
I can be just like you,
and do the dirty things you do.

True Love/Soulmate Scene

Truly, Madly, Deeply by Savage Garden:

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..

I Am Here For You Scene

Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne:

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Heartbreak Scene

Pretty Girl (the Way) by Sugarcult:

Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out
You can never get 'em out of your head

It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love.

Bad Break Up Scene

Over by Sugarcult:

It’s over
There’s nothing you can do
There’s nothing you can say
To keep me here
It’s over
You say we’re just friends
We're playing pretend to keep me here

Every night I lay in bed
I think about the things you said
Look around, I’m the one, your only
Look around it still kills me.

Good Break Up Scene

What You're Made Of by Lucie Silvas:

If it's not what you're made of
You're not what I'm looking for
You were willing but unable to give me anymore
There's no way,
You're changing,
Cause some things will just never be mine,
You're not in love this time...but it's alright.

Slow-Dance Song

Eternal Flame by the Bangles:

Say my name, sun shines through the rain
A whole life so lonely, and then you come and ease the pain
I don't want to lose this feeling
Close your eyes and give me your hand
Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?
Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming
Or is this burning an eternal flame?

Get-Back-Together Scene

Don't say you love me by the Corrs:

We've done this once then you closed the door Don't let me fall again for nothing more

Don't say you love me
Unless forever
Don't tell me you need me
If you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling
I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away

Moving On Scene

Saying Goodbye by Sugarcult:

"She thinks about herself and cares about nobody else
because the only friends she has all put her down
They hate her when she's beautiful and even more when she's a fool
They talk behind her back when it's her birthday

Everytime they put her down, she makes a fist and the tears roll down
She packs her bags and plans to run away
And everytime she makes a friend, the vicous cycle starts again
She's never, ever, ever looking back"

I Miss You Scene

When you're gone by Avril Lavigne:

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

Death Scene

See the sun again by Dido:

"And you probably don't want to hear tomorrow's another day
Well I promise you you'll see the sun again
And you're asking me why pain's the only way to happiness
And I promise you you'll see the sun again
Come on take my hand
We're going for a walk, I know you can
You can wear anything as long as it's not black
Please don't mourn forever
She's not coming back"

Closing Credits

Break my shake me by Savage Garden:

So break me shake me hate me
take me over
When the madness stops then you
will be alone